Friday, May 18, 2012
Chaos
Masisira na ulo ko sa sobrang gulo dito!!! @_@ Ang hirap hirap hirap hirap, hindi na ako makasabay! Ang damin problema putiiiiik kailangan ko talaga yung scholarship! Please help me God. Masisiraan na ako dito o magiging wrinkles na buong mukha ko! T-T
Monday, May 14, 2012
Once again~
Tsk. I have a major dilemma ~! It seems that I have developed feelings for someone again. I liked him in the past and I thought I would never like him again(except as a friend), but it seems that I was wrong. I am having goosebumps just thinking about it! *^-^* I also felt my heart *thumpthump* again~♥ Omo, what will this feeling lead to? :O
Hmm. :> Having a crush on him in the past brought me a wonderful experience~ It inspired me to play my violin once again. :) It also made me a lot happier when I talked to him. :D It made me productive :) Now, when I think about it, it's also the same! He made me realize how I could be so nice to someone. Once I realized my feeling, I wouldn't nag at him anymore(although I dunno if he noticed). I tried to understand him. I also realized how it important it is to thank someone for spending time with you. Giving their time to you means that they appreciate you. Imagine giving your time to someone when you are tired~ Ohh happy memories *blush* :)
Well, I would happily enjoy this feeling once again, because it made me feel so alive. I know that I have a heart~♥. Kamsamnida! ;)
Hmm. :> Having a crush on him in the past brought me a wonderful experience~ It inspired me to play my violin once again. :) It also made me a lot happier when I talked to him. :D It made me productive :) Now, when I think about it, it's also the same! He made me realize how I could be so nice to someone. Once I realized my feeling, I wouldn't nag at him anymore(although I dunno if he noticed). I tried to understand him. I also realized how it important it is to thank someone for spending time with you. Giving their time to you means that they appreciate you. Imagine giving your time to someone when you are tired~ Ohh happy memories *blush* :)
Well, I would happily enjoy this feeling once again, because it made me feel so alive. I know that I have a heart~♥. Kamsamnida! ;)
Wednesday, May 9, 2012
Melancholy Irony
Today is Wednesday, May 9 2012. Today is the day that I did many things.
I went to UST and enrolled myself. I am now an official student of this school AGAIN. I also had my ID picture taken, and I managed to complete all the requirements for the scholarship that I want. Tomorrow is my expected interview with the authorities.
Yet... why am I so sad? Instead of being happy, I feel so utterly down. I'm not in the mood to read mangas and watch my favorite Korean variety show, Running Man. I also researched Leessang Gary, HAHA, and Kim Joong Kook's songs on youtube. I heard some of them, and instead of feeling supportive for them and being happy, I feel sad. Maybe it's because their songs are sad? Hmm. Even if it's like that, I should still feel happy because I hear them. *sigh*
Maybe I'm just nervous for tomorrow's interview? Anyway, this feeling will go away soon :)
Thanks for reading! :)
I went to UST and enrolled myself. I am now an official student of this school AGAIN. I also had my ID picture taken, and I managed to complete all the requirements for the scholarship that I want. Tomorrow is my expected interview with the authorities.
Yet... why am I so sad? Instead of being happy, I feel so utterly down. I'm not in the mood to read mangas and watch my favorite Korean variety show, Running Man. I also researched Leessang Gary, HAHA, and Kim Joong Kook's songs on youtube. I heard some of them, and instead of feeling supportive for them and being happy, I feel sad. Maybe it's because their songs are sad? Hmm. Even if it's like that, I should still feel happy because I hear them. *sigh*
Maybe I'm just nervous for tomorrow's interview? Anyway, this feeling will go away soon :)
Thanks for reading! :)
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